Very evidently for the longest time ever, Potter and I completely forgot about the existence of this blog.
How could we forgot? School and stuff I guess.
No reasonable explanation really.
Anyways, our exams begin in approximately 4 days and THE FEELING I HAVE RIGHT NOW IS SO GODDAMN DIFFICULT TO EXPLAIN. IT JUST SUCKS! This feeling just hits me at random times during the day and it pretty much started today. It’s something which is really difficult to explain. It’s not really fear, definitely not happiness, not even nervousness (okay, maybe slight nervousness), but this feeling as a whole is something else.
I know, I know, I don’t make sense. And I’m not even sure how many of you will be able to understand what I really mean. But they’re just pre-exam jitters I guess.
In a state of confusion, as always,
When Potter and I decided to have a blog I was super excited about it. I was excited to share my experience and I also thought it would keep me in practice of writing. It’s not like I’ve been writing essays or anything. Sometimes you realize that a picture is sufficient enough to share your thoughts.
However so far I have realized that the real experience is in reading someones else’s blog and being able to relate to it or hear their opinions which sometimes are very different, but not wrong. Being involved in someones life who you wouldn’t have otherwise known, or simply just listening to their side of the story and may be even questioning their perspective.
And the real joy is not just in publishing a post, but in reading the comments of your readers, and listening to their side of the argument.
It is not just in sharing from which I, as a blogger, get the joy. But it is in listening to the stories and perspectives of people who I will possibly never know. And that is the real ‘Blogging Experience’.
From whom you wonder. From myself. I have never before sat in front of a computer screen so blank, and for so long thinking about what to write. Sometimes I’m overflowing with ideas and other times I just know what I want to talk about. But not this time.
I’ve been trying to blog for the past 3 days but I don’t know whether I’m too lazy to think or what! And this is not like me, so I feel somewhat disconnected.
Even going to school doesn’t excite me anymore. Like classes aren’t that fun. Just those same old regular jokes and wishing for the teacher to be absent. And I absolutely don’t want any tests because studying is the last thing I want to do.
I don’t know whether I’m just extremely bored or having mood swings but I absolutely HATE this feeling!
I’m Potter. I worked on this post for really long, it seemed as though I just couldn’t get the first line right. When I imagined writing an introductory post in my head, I thought “Wow,that’s going to be pretty easy”, considering it’s just me I’m writing about! But it took me like 3 minutes to prove myself wrong.The thing about introducing yourself through a blog, is that it’s really difficult because you need to decide what you want to share; what’s the first thing you associate with yourself; what makes you different or similar to everybody else? But what really sucks is that I had never paid so much attention to any of this, to the tiny details about myself, and I bet a lot of you reading this haven’t either. There is a great possibility you have imagined where you’re going to be 10 years down the line, which college you’ll graduate from or which city you’ll settle in one day and with whom! But in this process of thinking ahead we forget the tiny things, the ones that matter, the ones that define us. So, In the lines you read ahead I’m going to share the random facts, the small quirks about me that make me, well, ME!
For starters, I’m a 14 year old girl. I’m talkative and outgoing and I’m pretty girly in a few ways! I love everything about theater and I’m really into performing, though I regret not being able to sing due to my horrible, worse than Moaning Myrtle voice! I’m a passionate traveler, a foodie and I love to read and express my thoughts through writing.The idea of travelling really excites me and it’s my dream to see most of the world! I’m always up for a good laugh or a fun party. You may think I’m strange but I really love attending school and I also love Mondays. How can you not be excited for the first day of the week?
I can’t think of other stuff I would want to share with you, but don’t worry. I will as soon as I remember something! I hope that you love our blog and give us loads of feedback and suggestions so that we can make it even better. As you may know, we’re knew to this whole blogging thing and we would really love to check out your blog too, so do let us know if you’re a blogger!