So I’ve made it kind of obvious that I blog only when I’m putting off something important (not that blogging isn’t) so let me tell you what that is. I have my finals going on and its my Environmental Management exam tomorrow. I love the subject and everything but I’ve been staring at the same textbook for too long and I refuse to any longer. I mean I’ll resume in 5 minutes because I don’t have a choice. Ugghhh life!
Anyhow, I didn’t want to study so I decided I’ll take a break and go for a swim. Now, taking into consideration that I only exercise say one a year, swimming 20 laps at once it a horrible horrible idea. But I’m stupid so I chose it over studying. So now I’m staring at the book, exhausted and my arms hurt. But the good part is that I finished my workout for like the next three years! Yayy life!
Okay I may be exaggerated the length of my laziness just a little.
Okay I may have just lied.
Anyhow, love you guys! Pray that I do well tomorrow because along with all this crap I did study. I think.
PS: I think this is officially the most random post ever!
Very evidently for the longest time ever, Potter and I completely forgot about the existence of this blog.
How could we forgot? School and stuff I guess.
No reasonable explanation really.
Anyways, our exams begin in approximately 4 days and THE FEELING I HAVE RIGHT NOW IS SO GODDAMN DIFFICULT TO EXPLAIN. IT JUST SUCKS! This feeling just hits me at random times during the day and it pretty much started today. It’s something which is really difficult to explain. It’s not really fear, definitely not happiness, not even nervousness (okay, maybe slight nervousness), but this feeling as a whole is something else.
I know, I know, I don’t make sense. And I’m not even sure how many of you will be able to understand what I really mean. But they’re just pre-exam jitters I guess.
In a state of confusion, as always,
So before you understand what this post is about you might want to take a quick look at this post first:
https://potterweasley.wordpress.com/2013/12/08/a-lie-to-myself/ -Don’t get lazy to click this link!
Anyway, now that you have read it (which you hopefully have), I would just like to tell you that it I believe it worked! I literally was ready to drop physics because I got a C in my first term and I was so very unhappy with it. But this time in my Half Yearly Examinations I did not only score well, but I scored the 2nd highest in my grade in Physics. This came off as a great surprise to me and I went sky high. I WAS ON TOP OF THE WORLD! Mainly because I was literally expecting a 60%. And FYI, I got 84% which is an A and 86% was the highest.
Not trying to show off here, just saying.
Now I don’t know whether it was this whole ‘Lying to myself’ thing that had just worked. It may or may not be. The truth could just be that I had suddenly woken up, and worked my ass off for this. And perhaps this whole ‘Lying to myself’ thing played a small part. It can also be that I’m just giving credit of my hardwork to some theory which I thought would work, and apparently I believe it did. I don’t know if all of it was just me
and my awesomeness or not. But I am just very happy.
If you want something very badly, truly from your heart, then the whole universe will make sure that you get it. ON TOP OF THE WORLD. PHYSICS FTW.
PS: Please understand that I’m not encouraging any one reading this to try this theory out because it may just be false. At the end of the day we need to understand that only hardwork pays off.
PPS: I give all the credits to Potter for introducing me to the whole ‘Lying to myself’ theory thing. I love you bro.
I didn’t study this weekend at all. I have my Geography and English exam this Monday. I know that the weekend isn’t over. It’s Saturday night out here and so technically I’ve got the whole of Sunday to myself. However I am going to be attending my cousins reception in the evening (which means that I won’t study the entire day tomorrow).
But for geography there is actually practically no way I can study because tomorrow the paper we have is about topographical maps, which I’m really bad at but that means that I still can’t study it.
As for English, let’s see… I can anyways not judge myself.
*sigh* The crap I say to not feel guilty 😔. I know I shouldn’t give excuses but… Uhh…umm…. I can’t help it!
Save me somebody.
Exams begin this Monday- 2nd December. And I am freaking out!!
I may be.
I hope I do well. I can almost burst out crying thinking about this.
Pray for me please. Pray that I do well (even if you don’t care).
P.S: Worst part about exams is that I eat more than usual. And I eat complete junk.